It is null, an aching hole.
Overdone and fallible.
Cannot give what is not wanted
Cannot live for someone else.
What I want, it moves in circles,
hot and cold like a twisted hurricane.
I have watched it turn this city
into a looming devil's domain.
His warm extended hand.
That pious gentleman.
Lift me up to the blinding sun.
Make me pray for the night time to come.
It is exactly what I wanted.
That pious blackened heart.
It is exactly what I needed.
And it has torn me apart.
released April 1, 2015
Written and played by Jenna Ave-Lallemant
Produced, recorded, mixed by Andy Dixon
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